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The Columbus Memoirs

by Nick Toczek & Signia Alpha

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1.
Time is the movie in which we play minor roles Time ticks and time tricks us with the illusion of eternity Time waits like a wolf at the door Time flows from us like water, blows through us like a breeze Time takes a silhouette and puts it in your mind Time takes a sweet regret and leaves it somewhere you can’t find Time never sleeps, but always dreams Time is a lifelong joke with a killer punchline Have you got enough time? Time ticks another tock And makes a new tomorrow Til the clock slips another cog And the time you’re on is borrowed Time takes the witnesses who shared your story Time is now We ride it out of the past and into the future Time grinds diamonds into sand and that sand fills another hour glass Time is a roulette wheel on which we bet until we’re broke. Have you got enough time? Time ticks another tock And makes a new tomorrow Til the clock slips another cog And the time you’re on is borrowed Time drips another drop The seconds seem to linger As the sand from the hour glass Is running through your fingers Time is neither linear nor real Time is the God without whom nothing exists Time is what everything takes But in the end, time takes everything Time turns new with second hand Time despises the constant grovelling of clocks Time ticks another tock And makes a new tomorrow Till the clock slips another cog And the time you’re on is borrowed Time drips another drop. The seconds seem to linger As the sand from the hour glass Is running through your fingers
2.
Now the shoreline lies before us As our ship's bow ploughs into port To a new land where new life Fills the bewildered milling quayside Where staring strangers are gathered there to greet us A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline Fate saved our souls as we braved Roaring gales and sea-monsters' jaws Which all strove to swallow us whole But now lie lost in our wake Across the aching ocean acres guilty of taking us Kidnapped, press-ganged, forever from our homes A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline And so her shoreline hauls us all in Like some fresh catch of netted fish And we will soon forget our former homes, lost histories Stolen loves and lives But we will build ourselves a better time Beneath this discovered canopy of alien stars And anchor ourselves firmly in this new found land A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline A new dawn, another shoreline
3.
Time Tripper 03:56
We'll begin Well beyond the late-Victorian imaginings of H.G. Wells Come with me Pressing forward half-a-century plus We're in the 1950s Gone from England to America We're with the CIA Conducting covert mind control experiments Here's where we first feel ourselves Slightly slipping on time's tenuous banana skin And we see objects instantly shift locations An inkling you'd have missed if you'd blinked Lose ten more years Somewhere in the 1960s We'll almost touch time-travel again Oh so nearly peeling ourselves away from the now Almost actually letting go To tumble into the future-past On a whole host of hallucinogens Peyote, LSD, magic mushrooms and more Oh, but then we lost it Lost the plot Simply got swallowed Stole ourselves a century of shallow selfishness We'll jump that hurdle too And here we are At the true start of our journey We're on a warming planet Where nothing that's nailed here will survive This will be our most ambitious leap One millennium forward So that we can survive And life goes on Wish us luck
4.
Threads 03:19
New day You wake Earthquaked Body bound in bedsheets Head held entirely trapped Under its debris of collapsing dreams Straightened out, you hit the streets Thickly tangled trails of traffic track and trace The entire tapestries of countless lives This close-packed global mesh seethes, ceaselessly Deep in the dense, dark, undead earth beneath Packed trains shuttle down tunnels Gas and water pump through pipelines Cables carry currents Overhead, planes pace planetary pathways And, threading through the brains of the living Billions of thoughts per second commute Stretched between uncounted catacombs of rooms Taut wires team with voices and images As does the entire ether via higher satellites Yet, see you Woven well within your secrecy of walls and windows Believing yourself mercifully deaf To the sin of such a cacophonous din
5.
Dead Lines 02:35
It's September in New York City Days shorten and their balmy evenings Populate piano-bars with jaded journalists Wordsmiths of world-weary wisdom Authors of an uncertain age Who're handsomely paid to pit their pithy wits By penning pieces impaling the mood of the moment Zooming in on the zeitgeist The barmen are there to pour them all one more, One more and one more for the road But theirs is never a novel Only an endless stream of counted column inches Which map the monthlies, weeklies and dailies Of this city's magazine-stands It's the late 1940s What drives their writing is a blend of alcohol and chain-smoking With a war just won Their thoughts tumble as freely as autumn's falling leaves And cynicism rules Dorothy Parker, Lillian Helman, Martha Gellhorn, Hedda Hopper Walter Lippmann, H.L Mencken, Louella Parsons, Dorothy Thompson, Walter Winchell
6.
Just for a moment I thought I saw you Just for a moment I thought heard your voice I remembered all the times that you were there That summer That day That year But you were never in this room You were never in this house In this street But, just for a moment I thought you were still alive I thought you were still alive
7.
Moonwatchers 03:46
I was there Was there when this moon secured control of tides and seas Then demanded bats and owls and more night beasts like these I was there Witnessed when she climbed the sky and fell back down again Watched the way, while she was full, torn minds would turn insane Embrace the darkness Welcome the night Drink my health with absinthe in the moonlight I was there As a child, watching moonbeams dance on slumber's cover Saw her dreamy light unite loner with a lover I was there When my moon and midnight met and celebrated mass Knew her hue of deepest blue could never come to pass Embrace the darkness Welcome the night Drink my health with absinthe in the moonlight And I am here Man in moon See him shine Feel him stretch my face and spine Man in me made lupine Grey fur coats this form of mine Embrace the darkness Welcome the night Toast your soul with absinthe in the moonlight Where spectral moonlight conjures its ghosts and ghouls And vampire gangs craving blood comb city streets Embrace the darkness Welcome the night Drink my health with absinthe in the moonlight
8.
A bare room in the bus depot and I sit on a bench Standing in front of me is a bored teenager No more than seventeen He wears a military uniform He's playing a game with no words Listening carefully to music on his iPod He casually waves a loaded rifle round the room Pointing it first at a wall Then straight into my face Then out of the window Targeting a succession of passers by When I was his age and drunk on holiday in Italy Me and some local lads got into an argument with the police It grew heated One of the lads hit a young cop We all ran away, laughing Suddenly Bullets from an automatic began thudding into the wall above our heads I dived through a doorway A whole family, sitting around their dinner table, mid meal Glanced up to see me, a mad Englishman Sauntering drunkenly past them through their kitchen and away Years later, touring America with a couple of punk bands A cop stopped us after midnight on a beach somewhere in Los Angeles He told us to take our hands out of our pockets When I didn't, he pulled out a gun and stuck it against my head I got angry, or is arrogant a better word? Anyway, I refused, saying I'm English and I'm not used to cops with guns Ask me nicely Take your f###ing hands out of your f###ing pockets now! He said Motionless, I stared back at him Just do it, Nick Said my friends So I shrugged and held up my hands Turning to the others, the cop told them I didn't know if he had a gun I wasn't gonna wait and see Then, addressing me, he added You're lucky I was counting to five before pulling the trigger I'd got to four and a half I'd got to four and a half
9.
Yesterday I came across America While clearing out the cupboard in the back room Picked it up Opened it at New York Streets that hadn't been dusted in years Took out a skyscraper and lit it Towering inferno that tasted fine Decided to write the book It was late spring That morning I went to the garden and dug up the biplane Wings that glinted in the sun It flew better than ever before And I determined, there and then To take up that option on the necessary airspace To mount a voyage of discovery So we systematically killed off their buffalo herds Nowadays we'd destroy their factories Same difference Came in low over Manhattan Monday: built The White House Tuesday: erected The Statue of Liberty Refuelling in a small town in the West of Ireland "America?" repeated the man As he passed me the last of the cans of gasoline Sunday: played baseball and built a church Custer's death on the evening news Arrival is immunisation, immigration, passport control And The Committee of Unamerican Activities Departure was: cancel milk and papers Leave front-door key with the neighbour Switch off gas and electricity Reports high cloud and clear weather ahead Little sign of air turbulence The wings glinted Three week supply of food and drink Landed in New Hampshire Climbed down from the cockpit A small step for man but Designed a flag Built a cabin Learned my zip code number off by heart Watched our civil war from the roof of The Empire State Building Got home in time to catch the Late Late Show Or else, I rang some friends Party, my place And we talked things over Decided to call them 'dollars' Later, we go out, buy hamburgers The guy, he likes our money, we like his burgers At the drive-in movie She suggested 'colour' could be changed to 'color' without a 'u' On the way home, I said, "and 'thru' instead of 'through', OK?" She said it sounded fine to her So we got married Had two kids And decided to head west in search of gold and a new life Thirteen stars, that was obvious, but how many stripes? Later, we added more stars and bought Alaska, wholesale Put an ad in The New York Times It read Wanted, covered wagon, two horses Will exchange for biplane Good flyer, only one previous owner A hundred miles out we join up with a wagon train It features John Wayne, RIP And we each get twelve dollars a day as extras Union rates in those days And the kids died One of fever before we'd reached the Midwest The other in Korea Some work in Hollywood before the depression Made some dealing in slavery Lost it all in a poker game Marriage annulled Hoboed, swept bars, bummed cigarettes and stole Got drunk more times than I could count Threw crates of tea into the harbour Those were the days I could dance as well as Fred Astaire in my youth Do you remember Sly & the Family Stone at Woodstock? Far out! Do you remember the Alamo? Too much! Do you remember who cut down the cherry tree and never told a lie? Groovy, baby! Watergate, and the ways the wings glinted in the sun Do you remember all of that? I won a Purple Heart in Vietnam Killed children and mainlined Swore allegiance and swore, and still hate Puerto Ricans Ecology, cosmology Walt Whitman's white beard, and the collective guilt I was with Lincoln when he okayed the dropping of the H Bomb on Cuba We drove out the British Imported apples and horses and god Marketed tobacco and coffee and black musicians I rode pillion with Pancho Villa on a Harley Davidson 74 Paid for by the CIA By day, we dealt in drugs and guns By night, bugged and burgled by Presidents We slept beneath the Star Wars Dreaming of our Nazi past To wake up one day beside James Dean Were with him still when he died of AIDS And we were waiting on the quayside Whenever they shipped in the zipped-up Handsome, homecoming hero stiffs Were cheering when they lowered the last of the batch Into oceans of empty rhetoric We buried Buddy Holly in a jukebox My motto was: 'the only good Injun's a dead one' We used to sing all the time Penny whistle, a banjo, a guitar, a drum Proud songs that made tall men I remember it all as if it were yesterday "Yes," I said to him, "America!" And climbed up into the cockpit The wings just glinted
10.
Dignity 04:48
Dignity For those on the run From the prison, the gun For those who escape After torture and rape For those who are homeless and hopeless and stateless For those grown so thin, they could almost be weightless For those left too weak Or too frightened to speak Like the poor kid who hid But who saw what they did For those who've not eaten The pursued and the beaten Who fled when the harvest had failed Who came home to loved ones impaled For those who've walked and walked and walked from far away to here For the traveller who doesn't need a bloody souvenir For those who wake up from their dreams Shaken by shadows and screams For those who were lucky to lose just a limb For those from the boat who were able to swim Yes, dignity If you please Dignity Dignity For those not given the chance to choose Who carry the little they've got left to lose For those who've been moved on so often before That they don't even care where they are anymore For those for whom water is worth more than gold For those who've held children whose bodies turned cold For those who now know that they'll never return For those who've watched all that life meant to them burn Just give me some dignity Just give me some dignity Just give me some dignity

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released June 4, 2022

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Nick Toczek & Signia Alpha Bradford, UK

Poet Nick Toczek began collaborating with Matt Webster in 2019.
They released Shooting the Messenger in 2020. A mix of indie, jazz and funk grooves with Toczek’s surreal poems and stories.
Walking the Tightrope followed in 2021 & included a guest appearance by The Damned’s Paul Gray.
A third album in 2022. Webster plays many of the instruments with contributions from guests, including Paul Gray,
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